Plop

well.

Yes, it's been a while indeed. well, I'm stuck for what to say. It's like when you haven't seen a friend in such a long time and you suddenly meet again. Such awkwardness. Well, how's life? muh. - no comment- Well, it was my birthday, yes, a while ago too. homework? yes. and lots of it. Bored? yes. hey, wanna see inside my head? not see, just see what's happening:

homework- literature - english- maths - science - history - japanese ; japanese - study tour -$3800 - scary teacher who won't let me back out?; back? - that's all I ever see of you; you? who are you; The age expo - VCE - future career - optometry?; future? have you heard of that term?; ignorant shit - kicked out - bum - end of semester 1 - that's not logical; sense- what does sense mean? - how does one make sense?; MSN - piece of crap - virus - i'm not feeling well - slag; cry - sleep - book - weird - camp - groups - birthday - alone - shout - slave - slipknot - ignore - ignorant - what are you doing if you're not smiling? - is that bad - that is bad - where are you - who are you - those days - these days - shit - gaia - 812 gold - game? - is it all a game? - best speaker - score even with two others, so why me - why did that guy write my name on the score sheet to be best speaker? - boxing gloves - hockey stick - Bowling for Columbine - violence in society - i put my hand up in class today - good comment, kimo - makes it pat on the back work, don't it, then? - noticable - school tours - meals on wheels - screwed up - old people - man with bad slouch - deaf lady - smelly trays - smelly houses - I hope to never get old - hopefully that doesn't come true - smells like teen spirit - lost - not the show - anorexia - kid in year 7 - long - so it is - are you reading this - I'm not reading this - bump - newbie - year 11 - exams - japanese sucks like a bitch - i hate it - i hate you

get back, dirt off your shoulder - fun - you hate it - why - confuzzled - random - or - shuffle - mp3 - music - saviour - screamo - scream-a-long - hate that too - hate everything - hate - opposite to love - disgree - jealousy is the opposite to love - or not - still - fuckin hypocrite - fuckin conformists - you love that - society - you love it all - but me - left unspoken - bathe in your victory - yes, you - we don't know what you're talking about - good for you then - better this way - not same person, people - keep your feet on the ground - come see my cage, built in my grave - only friends? - i don't know - do you know - why ask - saturday night then - but sunday's the next day - fuck it - fuck you

i'm hungry - another one - oh yes - i never strapped you down to read - piss off then - picnics in the garden - who picnics these days - the no seatbelt song - suicidal? - you did well - where are you now - did i do well - email - fuck off - msn - fuck off - virus - fuck off - homework - fuck off - family - fuck off - food - fuck off - friends - fuck off - everyone/ everything -fuck off - bad mood, ey? - no - fuck off

Gently - Slipknot

Gently, my mind escapes into the relaxing
world of pleasure, a pleasure that'll take
my mind off the reality of my life,
my past life... life as I know it now.

And whatever may come, it slowly
disappears to somewhere in the back
of my mind. It will remain there,
until I wish to retrieve it.

Yes, I will stay here for a while,
for I need the break. A break from the
pressures of life, and everything
that lays in the palm of life's hands.

This mode is incredible. It's out of
this world. Too bad I must always leave it...
... but that's life.

All that about sums it up. Listen to the song, it's goodness at its best. Like me at the moment. Can you tell I'm happy?

Kimo.